Dear Xander

Dear Xander, 

            My little man its hard to find words to express how much I love you and how much of a blessing you have been to my life. I may not have planned you, however I know now that God always planned for me to be your mommy, and I wouldn’t have it any other way. I want you to know that from the moment I knew about you I loved you. I was scared out of my mind and wasn’t sure if I was ready to be a mom or if I would be a good enough mom for you but I was willing to give everything up for you. I was so shocked and afraid, I never thought that I would become a teenage mom; I wondered what my family and friends would think. But every time I saw you on the ultrasound or heard your heartbeat I began to trust that God had a plan and that you would be a blessing no matter what people thought. And you are completely perfect, you are my whole life I never imagined I could love someone so much.  

            My little man you may not have been expected but now that you are here I realize how much I need you. You changed my life for the better. Because of you I renewed my faith and my relationship with God and I was able to find myself. Thank you little guy for saving me I can’t imagine how lost I would be without you. I love you so much and I always will don’t ever think that I won’t or that I didn’t. You are so loved by your entire family don’t ever forget that.

Lots of love, 



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