Dear Xander

This beautiful mama contributed to the Love Letter series! I was fortunate enough to actually meet her during her pregnancy, and she is a wonderful, strong, and beautiful young lady.  So blessed to have gotten to know her, and so thankful for her contribution!

Dear Xander, 

            My little man its hard to find words to express how much I love you and how much of a blessing you have been to my life. I may not have planned you, however I know now that God always planned for me to be your mommy, and I wouldn’t have it any other way. I want you to know that from the moment I knew about you I loved you. I was scared out of my mind and wasn’t sure if I was ready to be a mom or if I would be a good enough mom for you but I was willing to give everything up for you. I was so shocked and afraid, I never thought that I would become a teenage mom; I wondered what my family and friends would think. But every time I saw you on the ultrasound or heard your heartbeat I began to trust that God had a plan and that you would be a blessing no matter what people thought. And you are completely perfect, you are my whole life I never imagined I could love someone so much.  

            My little man you may not have been expected but now that you are here I realize how much I need you. You changed my life for the better. Because of you I renewed my faith and my relationship with God and I was able to find myself. Thank you little guy for saving me I can’t imagine how lost I would be without you. I love you so much and I always will don’t ever think that I won’t or that I didn’t. You are so loved by your entire family don’t ever forget that.

Lots of love, 

Mommy

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